Well, yesterday I decided to go and get my hair cut. It's a little bit shorter than I would like it to be, but I'm starting to get used to it. At first I was like OMG, but now it's not so bad. Today I didn't feel very good, and it seemed like all I did was sleep...lol. It was nice though. I almost never get to catch up on sleep when I need to. I talked to my Sister today, and I think her and James are just going to elope, and come back for a reception, instead of having a huge wedding. It's fine with me, but she's afraid that everyone is going to be mad at her. I just told her to do whatever she wants. It's HER wedding....she shouldn't have to worry about pleasing everyone else.

i'm so bored..i don't know what to do with myself.

Yeah so, since I moved back home with my parents I have been a much happier person. I still miss Jake sometimes, but I know that I am better off without him. He didn't treat me right, and I have felt better since I broke up with him. It just didn't make since to me that he thought I would be okay with not doing anything with my life. Anyway, speaking of doing something with my life...I start college on August 20th. I decided that I'm going to pursue a degree in Nursing. I love to help people, and I know that I want to work in a hospital. I feel like it's a place where I belong. I've always been interested in different aspects of healthcare, and I absolutely love to watch surgeries and medical procedures on tv. I decided to start this blog because it will help me get all of my feelings out so that I can relax. I feel better when I don't have so many things on my mind.